wowsas! have not written in here in awhile. never really feel the urge to write anymore... at least not like i use to. i use to always love to write poems and stuff and draw. where did my artisticness go? lol well i guess i have no insentive(is that the word i am looking for?) anyway. so now i am in high school which is really cool and all. the boys are nice. :) but i still feel broke about cody, i mean i do like him its just i feel like i cant, like no ones likes that i do or that he likes me...if he still does that is. i just hate being labeled. "oh your the girl cody likes" "thats petafile" shit like that like wtf? we are not going to fuck! its just nice to know someone so perfect thinks you are beautiful too. wow. that was a wee bit poetic of me..mwhahaha. lol yea. any hoo....i feel like writing poems so here i go...scary huh?