Sunday, June 27, 2004
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Yo! I totally gave my blog a make over! Mwhahaha! So, anyway. My life is kind of dull at the moment nothing special. When school got out i went to the beach with Kimmie and her family. That was really fun while it lasted! Then when i got home my mom and I got in the biggest fight of all time!

See I got an F i French last quarter. Well she wasnt to happy and we just kept on arguing and I flipped out and I know I shouldnt have. Well she was really mad that I was yelling at her so she yelled back and i kept on dissing on her so she slapped me a few times. It really hurt I have never been slapped before. And from my mom? Well I ended up running outtta the house and down the street a ways. Mike went after me with the truck. We drove around awhile and I was planning on going to Kimmies because I did not want to go home. Well I went home to get my stuff. And my mom wouldnt let me go. I talked to Mike more and my mom talked to Mike and I went downstairs and huddled and cried. Well, my mom and I argued a lil more then I donno this softness came over and it was about her. Somehow? Well we talked about how I worried about her and how she thought I didnt care and all this stuff.

 I hope it gets better soon, I always say after every figth that its better now and everything will be okay. Well, that obviusly hasnt worked. But now all I can do is hope everything will be okay.

So after that on Monday I went to Rock Springs. I flew down all by my self! I am soo proud! lol. Well the day I flew out m step brother and sister flew into Portland. So the day I got here. I called up Kate and we went to Dodge ball which was a great movie i loved it! And then we went to Vanity because my luggage hadnt come yet so I needed clothes for the next day. I got an outfit. Then I went home becuase we were going golfing in the morning! Woot woot! SIKE! lo

So, the next day I went golfing with my dad and that was boring as hell. Aaron and Chase arrived that day and we went to the Iliyas and then Kate and I went to Jills then Blairetown to go ice blocking.

I dont know if you all have heard of ice blocking but it is soo fun. So you go to liek Mini Mart and by those huge blocks of ice and you unwrap them of course then you pit a towel on top and you slide down a grass hill! Its soo Fun!

Well when we were there I met like Casey and Brian and ...hunk of burning love Griffin! hahah lol jk.

Well the next day we went to my cabin just the family.
Up there we jsut hung out and stuff. We went on the boat once and I tried wake boarding! It was soo hard! The water was like freezing! Argh it was frusterating! I never got up but yea.. it was a waste of time lol. Later that day I went horse back riding with my dad. We were heading home from the Lyons house. And well...my horse knew he was going home! He started galloping on the road. Welll I thought we were going to stay on the road...but NOOO!! Silver had another idea he flew into this random field and I landed on the fucking fence! I have scratches under my left arm and on my shoulder and on my back it sucks!

Well Since I have been back from my cabin nothing has happened. EXCEPT it was really cool. I was talkiing to Griffin last night online till 3 in the morning! we started talking at like 12ish maybe earlier. lol. yea

Well tomorrow I am going back home. I am leaving at 6 am and I will get in Portland at about 10ish! Kelly my step sis and i that night i think are going to go to the teen swim which should be fun!

Well I am gunna go!

                                  .::Whitney::.

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Healing

I know it is hard. I know it is sad. I am here day and night whenever you need me. I am here through the blue and grey. Keep your spirits high and glow as much as possilble. Your healing will take time, Your healing may never end. you and your family will find a way through. Smile as often as possible and never forget... I am here for each one of you. Whitney Marie Holtan

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survey..ya!

FAVORITE
Color: I like the whole rainbow! But mostly PINK!
Band: thats a hard one. i like all types of music and usually when i listen to music i have no clue who it is or wat its called! lol
Song: Right now i really like this one sone i have no clue who its by but i think it called 100 years to live. i like it :) that and amanda parez's i pray
TV show:The Disney Channel, Real World, Degrassi and The OC
Movie: Thirteen, Austin Powers all of them but the 1st ones the best by far, Finding Nemo, Mean Girls, Dodgeball, the others, The Ring, Charlies angels, i love alot of movies wat can i say?
Book: Degrees of Guilt, Where the Heart Is, The Secret Life of the Bees
Food: I love all food.I swear I am ment to be fat!
Animal: Penguins, chickens. ostriches, lamas, dogs, flamingos,kiwi birds, i like exotic pets lol

DO YOU…
Like to sing?: I wish I could I suck at it but I love to sing in my rom wiht the music blasted!
Have a job?: NO! I am only 14 shit not till I can dre myself to my  job.
Have a cell phone?: Yeah, but the hearing thing is broke so if you call i cant her you but you can hear me.
Like to play sports?: Yeah, but I dont play  on any teams or anything. And I love to snowbaord and DANCE! mwhahaha!
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No I wish!
Have a crush on someone?: Yea but not like it will happen or anything cus that jerko percko hsatn called me!
Have any special talents/skills? hmm dancing? being hyper and happy? lol i donno
Like school?: Depends, when there is no homework it kicks ass! lol and Grant will be tite next year.
 
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?: who counts their friends? You just have them! I have alot of friends tho cus I have the ones at camp, the ones in Laramie, the ones in Rock Springs, the ones in Portland, the ones I meet at the hoop. Yea i like to meet ppl.
Do you have (a) best friend(s)?: Yes, Kimmie, Ali, Courtney and Krista,and Kate
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: I hope they mean guy friends! Yea I have fallen for them many times. they are always the ones you know best and then you just start liking them no matter what!
Have you ever lost a friend?: forever? No not that I know of not over a fight or anything. I am friends with pretty much everyone I have ever been friends with..ever!
Have you ever gotten in a big argument with a friend?: I hate to argue with my friends seriously. I did once. but thats it. well kimmie and I we always argue over dumb stufff but not serisouly.
Do you regret anything you’ve done to a friend?: Yes, sometimes I ignore ppl or think they are annoying and I wont talk to them and I feel bad so I always say sory and they didnt even know!
If so, what is it?: Listed above^
 
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?: not fully but almost
Are you single?: Yeah, that was already a question
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: definitely
What is your idea of the best date?: I would want to do something adventurus and something the guy likes to do liek four wheeling or sumthing to know that we can have fun doing stuff he likes to do too!
What was your first kiss like?: Ahh good times. I was in Ali Dubios basement. we were in the storage room and andrew eslinger and i pecked under the misletoe that was stored down there for christmas. and of course ali saw the whole thing althogh we didnt want her to! god i love that girl! good times good times!
Do you think love is a load of shit?: heavens no! i think everyone should be loved
What’s the best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex?: wat is this question asking? I love hanging out with boys. My best time with a bunch of boys was at Cade's party and all the girls were gone except for me and they were tryign to watch this porn shit so i was trying to turn it off and we had a fucking wrestling match! it was tite! But with a one on one expirence would be hmmm.. when i was with paul in courtneys backyard at like 1 in the morning and yea that was cool. it was before i moved and he was soo sweet. and i promised courtney i wouldnt make out with him and he did not like that lol. yea those were the days! 

If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: DUH!
Have you ever been dumped?: of  course
Have you ever dumped someone?: for sure i hate to dump people though its really not fun!
What’s the most sexual thing you’ve done with the opposite sex?: think i am going to tell? okay well i donno the bases but i think it was 2nd
 
I....
am: Whitney
want: a man to be there and love me
need:my friends and family

crave: right now chapstick my lips are chapped!
love: i donno yet...
hate: back stabbers
did: pot? wat are they asking?
feel: concentrated
miss: Wyoming ppl
am annoyed by: people who are bitchy and rude for no reason and don't hear how they talk to people
would rather: be skinnier
am tired of: being bored
will always: have my family and friends
 
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: GOD YES I WANT TO SO BAD
Play strip poker?: hey! definitaly when i am older
Run away?: tried. they get in that car pretty fast!
Curse at a teacher?: depends why
Not take a shower for a week?: HELL NO!
Ask someone out?: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: i have but i wouldn't anymore
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: GOD YES!!!
Go scuba diving?: definitely
Write a book?: not a book but i would love to be an editor of a magazine or writre a sdvice column
Become a rockstar: i wish!
Have casual sex?: yeah but i would prefer KINKY!! hahahha mwhahah jk
 
SILLY STUFF
What is your favorite genre of music?: anything but hard core rap or metal rock
When’s the last time you called someone?: like 2 hourse ago i called kimmie she still hasnt called me back!
How much money do you have right now?: i donno like 20$
Are you hungry?: No just ate a taco
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: i would be a witch liek sabrina
When’s the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: graduation :(
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies? when i am hyper :)

                                      Or just make out?: ha i wanna! never had the guts mwhahaha

What an awkward ending to a survey..eh?


 


 


 


 


Posted at 04:24 pm by Whitney
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blonde

I knew a blonde that was so stupid that....... >~ she called me to get my phone number. >~she spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said >"concentrate." >~ she put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. >~she got stabbed in a shoot-out. >~she told me to meet her at the corner of "WALK" and "DON'T WALK." >~ she tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. >~ she sat on the TV and watched the couch. >~ she sent me a fax with a stamp on it. >~ she tried to drown a fish. >~ she thought a quarterback was a refund. >~ she got locked in a grocery store and starved to >death. >~ if you gave her a penny for her thoughts, you'd get >change back. >~ they had to burn the school down to get her out of >third grade. >~ under "education" on her job application, she put "Hooked On Phonics." >~ she tripped over a cordless phone.<<< DON'T LAUGH IT'S HAPPENED!!! :)~>>> >~she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.    ~ at the bottom of the application where it says "sign here"...she put 'Sagittarius.' >~she asked for a price check at the Dollar Store. >~ it takes her two hours to watch 60 Minutes. >~if she spoke her mind, she'd probably be >speachless. >~she studied for a blood test. >~she thought Boyz II Men was a daycare center. >~she thought Meow Mix was a record for cats. >~she thought she needed a token to get on Soul >train. >~she sold the car for gas money. >~when she saw the "NC-17" (under 17 not admitted), she went home and got 16 friends. >~ when she heard that 90% of all crimes occur around the home, she moved. >~she thinks Taco Bell is where you pay your phone bill. >~ when she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice instead. >~when she took you to the airport and saw a sign that said "Airport Left" she turned around and went home.

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lol these are funny!

ONE-POINT DARES

1. Run one lap around the office at top speed
2. Groan out loud in the toilet cubicle (at least one other 'non-player' must be in the toilet at the time).
3. Ignore the first five people who say 'good morning' to you. 
4. Phone someone in the office you barely know, leave your name and say, "Just called to say I can't talk right now. Bye." 
5. To signal the end of a conversation, clamp your hands over your head.
6. When someone hands you a piece of paper, finger it, and whisper huskily, "Mmmmmmm, that feels soooooo good!"
7. Leave your zipper open for one hour. If anyone points it out, say, "Sorry, I really prefer it this way".
8. Walk sideways to the photocopier.
9. While riding in a lift, gasp dramatically every time the doors open. 
THREE-POINTS DARES

1. Say to your boss, "I like your style" and shoot him with double-barreled fingers. 
2. Babble incoherently at a fellow employee then ask, "Did you get all that, I don't want to have to repeat it".
3. Page yourself over the intercom (do not disguise your voice).
4. Kneel in front of the water cooler and drink directly from the nozzle (there must be a 'non-player' within sight).
5. Shout random numbers while someone is counting.
FIVE POINT DARES

1. At the end of a meeting, suggest that, for once, it would be nice to conclude with the singing of the national anthem (extra points if you actually launch into it yourself).
2. Walk into a very busy person's office and while they watch you with growing irritation, turn the light switch  on/off 10 times.
3. For an hour, refer to everyone you speak to as "Bob".
4. Announce to everyone in a meeting that you "really have to go do a number two".
5. After every sentence, say 'mon' in a really bad Jamaican accent.  As in "the report's on your desk, mon". Keep this up for one hour.
6. While an office mate is out, move their chair into the lift.
7. In a meeting or crowded situation, slap your forehead repeatedly and mutter, "Shut up, damn it, all of you just shut up!"
8. At lunchtime, get down on your knees and announce, "As God is my witness, I'll never go hungry again."
9. In a colleague's diary, write in 10am: "See how I look in tights".
10. Carry your keyboard over to your colleague and ask "You wanna trade?" 
11. Repeat the following conversation 10 times to the same person: "Do you hear that?" "What?" "Never mind, it's gone now".
12. Come to work in army fatigues and when asked why, say, "I can't talk about it".
13. Posing as a maitre d', call a colleague and tell him he's won a lunch for four at a local restaurant. Let him go.
14. Speak with an accent (French, German, Porky Pig, etc) during a very important conference call.
15. Find the vacuum and start vacuuming around your desk.
16. Hang a two-foot long piece of toilet roll from the back of your pants and act genuinely surprised when someone points it out. 
17. Present meeting attendees with a cup of coffee and biscuit, smash each biscuit with your fist.
 18. During the course of a meeting, slowly edge your chair towards the door. 
19. Arrange toy figures on the table to represent each meeting attendee, move them according to the movements of their real-life counterparts. 
And if that wasn't enough for you here are some examples of insane acts you can use anywhere...
 1. At lunchtime, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 
2. Tell your children over dinner. "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."
3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 
4. Put your rubbish bin on your desk and label it "IN." 
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over his or her caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 
6. In the subject field for all your e-mails, write " FOR SEXUAL FAVOURS". 
7. Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophecy." 
8. Don't use any punctuation 
9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 
10. Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they answer. 
11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."
12. Sing along at the opera. 
13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape of jungle sounds all day. 
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood. 
16. Have your co-workers address you by your wrestling name, Rock Hard. 
17. When the money comes out of the ATM, scream "I Won! I Won! 3rd time this week!!!" 
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot yelling, "Run for your lives, they're loose!"

 


you had to of laughed! mwhahahah!


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survey thingy

                       Simple Facts
Name: Whitney
Year you graduate:2008
School: going into Grant High School
                       Who was who this yr?
Who was the hottest guy/grl this year: Evan Z.
Who did you find your self day dreaming about the most: depneds
Best Movie your saw this year and with who: Mean Girls with my brother and Mikey and Trevor and this other dude.
Not hot but a girl/guy that you thought was just a lil cute: Taylor S.
Guy/Girl you would say was the dorkest this year: thats soo mean! Peter but hes way tight!
Who Dressed the Best:Suzy
Who was the best jock:Kimmie
Who was the smartest:Maddie
Who had the best hair:Jacob :)
Who had the bets smile: Taylor S.

Who was the nicest:Maddie
Who were you mostly jelous of: ppl
Who had the nicest car: bo lol
Who had the prettiest eye: not me!! hhahaha
Who was the Funniest:kimmie and i togther lol
Who was the biggest slut:daniel..JK!
Who did you hate the most: Shelby
Best fight this year: there was only one. Reed and Tj
Coolest 12th grader:donno one
Coolest 11th grader:my bro
Coolest 10th grader:morgan
Coolest 9th grader:Mikey
Coolest 8th grader:i donno
Coolest 7th grader: Alex
Coolest 6th grader: antonio?


Stupidest Teacher:MR. Blume hhha
Coolest Teacher:Mrs schnoor
Favorite subject: shop
Best moment this year: everything! i donno specific times! i jsut liek having fun! but pprolly with kimmie
LAST BUT NOT LEAST SAY 4 GOOD THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO U
1. hes hot
2. hes sweet
3. i love his vioce
4. he is funny
dont you wonder who sent this to me! ;)


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i know its a fwd but i liked it!

Picture This....A girl and her boyfriend are speeding over 100 mph on a road....
 
 *Girl Says* Slow Down...Im scared!
 *Guys Says* No this is FUN!
 *Girl Says* No its not! PLEASE...Its too scary!
 *Guy Says* Then tell me you love me!
*Girl Says* Fine I Love You! Slow Down!
*Guy Says* Now give me a BIG hug!
*Girl Hugs Him*
*Guy Says* Can you take my helment off? Its bugging me!
...In the paper the next day...
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because
of brake failure. Two people were on it but only one survived.
 
Now tell me.....Who do you think survived?
The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that his brakes broke......but he didnt want to let the girl know so he had her say she loved him and felt his hug one last time....then he had her wear his helment even though it would mean that he would die.

Posted at 01:23 pm by Whitney
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fait

sorrry i havent written for so long.
alot has happened but nothing worth sharing


do you beleive in fait? i do. well i didnt until now. so here it goes. i visit
rock springs not relaly looking forward to being broed in GR so i go to RS and visit my freind kate and jill. they are going ise blocking with some other ppl. so we are all sitting on jills porch and there is this guy griffin there. way like perfect he is my type all the way. tan, muscular, blonde hair, perfect. so we didnt relalyt alk much when we went to blairtown but when we went on the ropes and i was running back he would always jump to catch my rope and he wlays gpot there first. so we went back to kates just me and her and we were online and we were talkign tohima nd "kate" was akingin him all these questions then i got him email and when igo thome we talked a lil. well we were going to go to a concert today but he was to tired. but when i get home. he is online we literally talk from 12-3am and then he goes tobed lol. well i leardned alot about him and he goes to portland alot to visit familya nd stuff i mean he knows oregion better than i do. and helikes the avs and i donno he like soo perfect! i asked him wat hi fav chip was just being random and he said nacho cheesier,well i was eating those at that moment is that weird or wat! well yea we are hopefullky gong ot hang out tomorrow! i hope i really wanna see him agian before i leave on monday. now i am not saying i am in love at first sight or w,e but this is destiny shit we have potnetial lol. well i am goin to go to bed!

Nighty Night


Whitney


Posted at 02:12 am by Whitney
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Sunday, May 30, 2004
5-30-04

Ya so I havent really been in the "mood' to write since my mom's and I's last fight. But we are dong all better now.

So recently i have just been going to dances liek every friday! woo hoo! its been tight!

Today...
today i went shoppong with my mom adn brother. We got my graduation shoes and i got two pairs of shorts!! yipee! lol and tonight i am going over to Ashelys with kimmie.

oh yea so i got this xanga thing its pretty cool.... www.xangs.com/whitrock37

its pretty shnazy!!

TTYL

.::Whitney::.

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holding back

I cant just let it all out.
Its building up inse me,
Growing, and growing like a headache from on going stress.
It won't ever stop till you deal with it;give it medicine.

I don't know how to let it out so my mother will understand,
Se doesn't think it's me,
I am Jekyll and hyde in her mind.
From happy to sad in the blink of an eye.

My hidden emotions take over me wiht each negative comment,
They over power my body and mind,
My anger rages like an disturbed child who just needs to be understood.

I'm holding back,
I could take this so much further.

"Spoiled,Brat!" run through my mind.
Her voice, it's taunting me,
over and over,
spoiled,brat,spioled,brat...



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