KinkyPinky2623: imis syou shannon
Bugabooshan: i miss you to whit
KinkyPinky2623: itll NEVER be the same
KinkyPinky2623: its soo sad
Bugabooshan: yeah
Bugabooshan: we were really good friends and now we arent as close
KinkyPinky2623: i know
KinkyPinky2623: and its not just that its just like..im not in wyoming anymore..you know
Bugabooshan:  yeah
KinkyPinky2623: i mean i like it here its just...not the same and it never will be
KinkyPinky2623: shit i cant stop crying
Bugabooshan: and what really bothered me with you not being here is that i had a great year and it would of been so much better with you and when kelsey english moved herr dont get me wrong i love kelsey but everyone like acted like she took your spot and it really pissed me off because she could never take your spot no matter what!
Bugabooshan: why?
KinkyPinky2623: i miss it there alot
Bugabooshan: it sucks because i miss you and we were in ssr together and i personaly thought we had fun
Bugabooshan: and i remember during testing you colored this like picture thing for me and its only like a sticky note and i still have it
KinkyPinky2623: oh my god shannon i kno wwe werent liek best of friends as in like me nd ali but to be honest i miss you more...i talkt oyo more and like she doesnt even care that i am gone she just was liek oh just another one gone abndcourtney doesnt talk to me anymore you and paul are the only ppl i ever talk to and terrance and it hurts
KinkyPinky2623: its like no one notics that i am gone
Bugabooshan: i notice everyday!
KinkyPinky2623: and nikeya keeps leaving me all these messages that just make me cry cus she is just like we miss you so much krista nad i wwere talkign and we miss you and we want you back and all this stuff...oh andi am sitill in touch with krista and nikkeya nd soemtimes teesha
KinkyPinky2623: like how can they do that? does courtny or ali EVER talk about me?
Bugabooshan: i remember in like PE when we sat next to each other and you had the biggest crush on terrance and then when we were doing those push up thingys i pulled ur shorts down but luckly you were wearing spandex
KinkyPinky2623: oh i know!
Bugabooshan: not really
KinkyPinky2623: member when we were doing the push up things and i was wearing pants and you and chelsea i think her name was liek held onto my pants and i went down but my pants didnt and we though no one saw my leopard underwear but last summer i found out td and lorenzo and everyone ALL saw
KinkyPinky2623: i was like..sweet lol
Bugabooshan: i totoaly remember that
Bugabooshan: i always think about how awesome of friends we were
KinkyPinky2623: i know
KinkyPinky2623: i still have my barbie lip gloss
Bugabooshan: awesome
KinkyPinky2623: its always in my purse ppl will go through adn be liek WTF nad ill be liek hey its cool shut up lol
Bugabooshan: i wear the braclet you gave me all the time and i have my rubber ducky on my shelf above my bed
KinkyPinky2623: aww'
KinkyPinky2623: its soo weird how like i only knew you for one year and i will never forget you ever
KinkyPinky2623: but i knew ali and courtney prolly better and long adn i am already forgetting how they are
KinkyPinky2623: i just remeber courtney singing the burgerking retard song and thats only cus i saw it on the comp the other day
Bugabooshan: its because they have changed since 7tha nd i really havent all that much
KinkyPinky2623: thats wat ali was saying shes liek yea well i have changed its liek okay...so have i i dont relaly care just becuas eyou may be a lil differnet it wont ever changed how much you ment to me..but i guess that i wasnt enough for them or sumtinlike i was just another friend..ttheyll get another. which they will but not one just liek me you know?
Bugabooshan: yeah
Bugabooshan: and thats crap because no one should ever be able to replace you and for me no one can ever replace you
KinkyPinky2623: shannon, you are soo awesome...no one has ever said anyting nicer to me in a long time
KinkyPinky2623: thank you
Bugabooshan: sure i have other friends but not one day goes by when its to bad whitney isnt here to do this with us or i see something that reminds me of you
Bugabooshan: and do you remember thatone night with blaine?
KinkyPinky2623: yes!!
KinkyPinky2623: i haev never had soo much fun being a lil giggly girl EVER!
KinkyPinky2623: but you knwo wat i really relaly miss the most..?
Bugabooshan: and when we ate all those redvines and i woke up in the middle of the night and your brother sean and blaine were standing over us and sean jumped over the sofa to get the redvines see everytime i eat redvines i remember that or how you used to wear mircle and you had all those bags
Bugabooshan: what?
KinkyPinky2623: when asking my mom if a few friends to stay the night or just to hang out with soemone and my mom would always be lik only one..and the choice to just pivk ONE when i had so many ppl close to me..here i only have kimmie and jennifer i guess but its not the same at all i miss having US
KinkyPinky2623: it sucks i got rid of all those bags!! wheni moved
Bugabooshan: are you serious yo had so much
Bugabooshan: many*
KinkyPinky2623: the worst thing is my mom like hates me visitng..its liek she wants me to leave everything behind. and i dont want to laramie will always have part of my heart there in that house on 1585 inca drive
Bugabooshan: yeah when my sister was going out with gruever we would always drive by your house obviously lol but yeha its still your house in my point of veiw
KinkyPinky2623: same
KinkyPinky2623: part of me wants to forget about everything there so i can move on but i know i cant and i never will be able to i am going to go back there like all the time for the rest of my life and theres nothing i can do about it
KinkyPinky2623: and nothing i want to do about it
Bugabooshan: yeah i wanna come visit you sometime
KinkyPinky2623: i know
KinkyPinky2623: you should
KinkyPinky2623: but i donno teesha was going to come visit me but my mom doesnt want anyone to seh is soo gay!
Bugabooshan: oh that stinks well maybe ill beg my mom for us to come up there as a family thing
KinkyPinky2623: PLEASE
KinkyPinky2623: lol
Bugabooshan: i wonder how far portland is from bosie lol
KinkyPinky2623: a 1 hr fluight! :-)
Bugabooshan: really?
KinkyPinky2623: yuup
KinkyPinky2623: so when you fly outta boise at lik6 sy you get inportland at 6 its way tite
KinkyPinky2623: why are you going to be in booise?
Bugabooshan: thats were my ranch is and i go there like twice a year but i dont know when im going next
KinkyPinky2623: oh isee
Bugabooshan: maybe my mom will let heather and i fly to portland for like 2 days while she and the rest of my family are in bosie and heather and i could stay in a motel
Bugabooshan: i mean chase and heather were kinda friends so it all works
Bugabooshan: now i just have to talk my mom into it
KinkyPinky2623: oh yes!
KinkyPinky2623: haha
Bugabooshan: yeah lol
KinkyPinky2623: so seriously wat is it liek with out me?
Bugabooshan: well ssr isnt that same even though im not in that ssr
KinkyPinky2623: but how??
Bugabooshan: like with you...i could be my self and you wouldnt care because you were your self
KinkyPinky2623: i know wat you mean
KinkyPinky2623: its hard for me to be my self at school
Bugabooshan: and you would always make everyone happy if they were having and awful day
KinkyPinky2623: i am only myself aroudn kimmie an dsometiems at shcool  but not always
Bugabooshan: and you werent into everyone fighting like now everyone trys to start fights and i hate it
KinkyPinky2623: same...violebnce is NOT the answer lol
Bugabooshan: yeah
Bugabooshan: and if i did something stupid or said something stupid like i always say stuff with out thinking first and now people like freak out but you just was like of well you messsed up
KinkyPinky2623: omg i knwo!!
KinkyPinky2623: we are soo alike i bet..like more than ever
Bugabooshan: yeah
Bugabooshan: see i dont care what people think about me because its me and you can take it or leave it
Bugabooshan: but some people dont even give other a chance
KinkyPinky2623: oh i know like i get rreally hyper when i go to dances and stuff so i was at this dance and i know this guy david and all his friends were there and they were like okay shes so anyonign how do you putup with ehr and all this shit but then i hung out with thm like downtown ( idk why but i ddi lol) and htey like liek me now i am liek okay...see i am a good person INYORU EYE lol
Bugabooshan: i like all sides of you because im realyl hyper to but i also can be calm at tiems
KinkyPinky2623: same!
KinkyPinky2623: lol

well the convo kinda dies from there but you get the idea right? well i hope lol


and here is another with my BEST guy friend EVEr paul..

atom15ANT: hewy
KinkyPinky2623: how ya doing?
atom15ANT: goo du
KinkyPinky2623: bored but i guess good not bad
atom15ANT: i listened to the song
KinkyPinky2623: and?
atom15ANT: i liek it
atom15ANT: make sm think of u
KinkyPinky2623: me too
KinkyPinky2623: thats why i wanted you to listen to it...it reminged me of you
atom15ANT: yeah but were goan send u a video
KinkyPinky2623: we?
atom15ANT: that sucks u cant come to wyoming
KinkyPinky2623: i know
KinkyPinky2623: i lcried\
atom15ANT: lol me too
atom15ANT: jk
KinkyPinky2623: lol
KinkyPinky2623: whos we?
atom15ANT: just alot of ppl
atom15ANT: dunno yet
KinkyPinky2623: im excited lol
atom15ANT: lol awsome
atom15ANT: we should liek get those web cams
KinkyPinky2623: we should
KinkyPinky2623: soo wat are you doing tonight
atom15ANT: uhh sittin here lol prolly go lift in a minute
KinkyPinky2623: nice :-)
KinkyPinky2623: imiss you soo much
KinkyPinky2623: lol its like an awkward silence over the internet .... who woulda htought
KinkyPinky2623: *thought
atom15ANT: lol i know
atom15ANT: i miss you alot
atom15ANT: yeah
KinkyPinky2623: you gotta send me more pictures
KinkyPinky2623: i have new ones
atom15ANT: ok
atom15ANT: hold on i might have some
KinkyPinky2623: ok
KinkyPinky2623 wants to directly connect.
atom15ANT is not accepting Direct IM requests or does not support the Direct IM feature..
atom15ANT: not on this computer but when my mom hooks the scanner up ill ahe alot
KinkyPinky2623: okay
KinkyPinky2623: cool
KinkyPinky2623: wait should i not send miine now?
atom15ANT: well u always send and i wanna send mine
atom15ANT: but its up to u
KinkyPinky2623: well as long as you send then eventually ill send them now lol
KinkyPinky2623 wants to directly connect.
atom15ANT is not accepting Direct IM requests or does not support the Direct IM feature..
KinkyPinky2623: but its not working..
atom15ANT: umm hold on
KinkyPinky2623: okei dokie
atom15ANT: my internets bein weird so i i go off il get back on
KinkyPinky2623: ok
atom15ANT: ok
atom15ANT: ok now try
KinkyPinky2623 wants to directly connect.
atom15ANT is now directly connected.
KinkyPinky2623: *PICTURE HERE*
KinkyPinky2623: its aat camp excuse the orange shiert
KinkyPinky2623: *PICTURE HERE*
atom15ANT: jeeze
atom15ANT: u bget more beuetiful everytime i see u
KinkyPinky2623: :-) thanks
atom15ANT: yep
KinkyPinky2623: *PICTURE HERE*
atom15ANT: that ones the best
KinkyPinky2623: thakns
KinkyPinky2623: *PICTURE HERE*
atom15ANT: : )
KinkyPinky2623: lol
KinkyPinky2623: thats all
atom15ANT: u could be a model
KinkyPinky2623: i wish
KinkyPinky2623: not skinny enough
atom15ANT: what!
KinkyPinky2623: lol
atom15ANT: i bet if i entered ur pic on that rate a buddy ud be liek a 15
KinkyPinky2623: lol
KinkyPinky2623: thanks
atom15ANT: jsut say the truth
KinkyPinky2623: the ttruth to me is i hate looking in the mirror but pictures do me justice lol
atom15ANT: lol i wihs i could be ur mirror O:-)
KinkyPinky2623: me too
atom15ANT: lol nah
atom15ANT: i wish u could come
KinkyPinky2623: i wish more than anything man! you have no idea
atom15ANT: yeah
KinkyPinky2623: WHY DID I HAVE TO FAIL FRENCH!
atom15ANT: ur bad at it?
atom15ANT: haha
KinkyPinky2623: no i just...hated it nad i didnt try or anytihigna nd i was always late the days i went
KinkyPinky2623: it was before school so i didnt really take it seriously
KinkyPinky2623: and i should have
atom15ANT direct connection is closed.
atom15ANT: hey did u mail me thee lletter
KinkyPinky2623: no
KinkyPinky2623: i didnt have the gutts
KinkyPinky2623: do you relaly want me to?
atom15ANT: yeah!
KinkyPinky2623: the envolopes kinda..flashy lol
atom15ANT: lol yeah
KinkyPinky2623: i mean...FLASHY!
KinkyPinky2623: liek colored...and sequesnce lol
atom15ANT: thas awsome ill keep it
atom15ANT: wahts hte letter say
KinkyPinky2623: you'll see
atom15ANT: lol nice
KinkyPinky2623: do you want me to write it or type it?
atom15ANT: swahtever u want
KinkyPinky2623: pick
atom15ANT: uhh whichever is easier for u
KinkyPinky2623: there the same..which one would you rather eciev
KinkyPinky2623: *recieve
atom15ANT: writting cuas i get to see ur tpin all the tiem
KinkyPinky2623: wat?
KinkyPinky2623: tpin?
atom15ANT: typin
KinkyPinky2623: OHH
KinkyPinky2623: i see
KinkyPinky2623: oak
KinkyPinky2623: *okay
KinkyPinky2623: its a deal
atom15ANT: ok
atom15ANT: do u have kazaa
KinkyPinky2623: yuup
atom15ANT: ok hold on
KinkyPinky2623: ok
KinkyPinky2623: why
atom15ANT: i got a a song
atom15ANT: lol
KinkyPinky2623: okay
KinkyPinky2623: im ready
atom15ANT: im deciding what song to let u her
KinkyPinky2623: atre you trying to pick betwee n two
KinkyPinky2623: cus ill download them both
atom15ANT: aybe
KinkyPinky2623: lol
atom15ANT: sexual healing by marvin gaye
atom15ANT: haha jk
KinkyPinky2623: laready have it
KinkyPinky2623: lol
atom15ANT: hav eu heard ryan cabrera
KinkyPinky2623: hes coming to portland but i havent ever herard him
atom15ANT: o get him and the songs called liek on the way down or somethin ites pretty gay
atom15ANT: but o well
atom15ANT: ill get a good one
KinkyPinky2623: okay cool thanks
KinkyPinky2623: all downlaiod them all
KinkyPinky2623: lol
atom15ANT: lol
KinkyPinky2623: lol
atom15ANT: fireflies by count stars
KinkyPinky2623: okay
atom15ANT: count the stars
atom15ANT: *
KinkyPinky2623: is it by fireflies?
KinkyPinky2623: whos it by?
atom15ANT: count the stars
KinkyPinky2623: oh okay
KinkyPinky2623: nvm

well yea the convo kinda dies form there too... lol but you get the idea..again? lo


I MISS WYOMING!! AHHH!